It’s been a hot minute since my last post.
The last time I posted was back in 2016 and I don’t even have anything to show for it then because I was silly enough to delete my last posts.
It feels like for the last three years I have been having one of those “millennial crisis” things they talk about (can I call it that when I’m 27?). I have a full time job which I have excelled at, my husband (yup, the poor bugger, who I used to refer to on here as ‘my partner in crime’, married me) and I are about to secure our first home, and I have two beautiful rabbits who I absolutely adore however, for some reason I have still spent the last three years simply floating around, not quite sure what my purpose is.
In the last three years I have wanted to be an illustrator, coding expert, IT professional, counsellor – the list goes on, and even more ludicrous.
“The beautiful part about writing is that you don’t have to get it right first time, unlike say, a brain surgeon” – Robert Cormier.
Just recently, I have realised that I miss writing. I have missed coming on here and writing a small blog post a day, using The Daily Post Word Prompts (which I have just spotted came to a grinding halt back in May last year…). I have missed focusing on all the little assignments that I did for my media course, which is actually what encouraged me to start this blog in the first place.
The main niche for my blog back in 2016 was discussing my recovery from anxiety and depression, which I’m happy to talk about in a separate post as that was a seriously hot steaming pile of crap part of my life. Thankfully now, I seem to be a lot better, thanks to several sessions of cognitive behavioural therapy and numerous stones in weight gain thanks to Mr Cadbury…
So the first thing I’m going to try and commit to is to write at least one blog post a day for the next month. I would love to commit to an entire 365 days however, my therapist told me to stop setting the bar too high with certain goals. This is definitely another one of the reasons why I am X number of stones heavier than I would prefer to be – the idea of committing myself to the gym for more than a day automatically makes me want to return to that favourite spot on the couch and ingest copious amounts of sugary sweet treats whilst my thighs scream at me to stop.
So, whoever you are, I hope you enjoy my posts to come and glad to be sharing this resurrection with you.
Robyn ♥
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